Everyone is equal and innocent

4:05am, the reason why I'm writing at this moment is because Gerard taught a new word today: sentimental. He tells me he is sentimental, but I forget to tell him: me too....
All of suddenly, I notice I trend to forget many things happened before day by day, gradually and silently.
I don't feel like to forget, but I can't stop it at all. The only thing to do is keeping writing this desolate blog. I don't care no one reads it at all, I just want to record what did happen in my life, what did delight me, and what did hurt me......

Slept at 9am last Saturday because of watching "Prison Break", woke up in the evening and went to book store for some new Cisco books. Then went to Lao Mu, De Jia, Pan Zhe's house, watching they play WOW and having steamboat with them at mid night.
Sunday, watching "Prison Break" till morning again. Met Gerard in office and got that new switch done. Afterward, had dinner with his new "girl friend" who I don't know how to talk about... Only thing I could say is everyone is equal and innocent in the world, but fucking living is destroying them.

Otherwise, I passed CCNA last week after reading for two whole nights. Hope could get CCNP done in next month. It's really an annoying project...

Death Note

I spend more than 10 hours on job everyday, it's not bad, but I really don't feel like to write about it...

Watching "Death Note" till 8am in the morning yesterday. I downloaded the whole cartoon book, 108 chapters, and finished them by two whole nights.
Anyhow it's a brilliant cartoon and all, I couldn't stop thinking about the oppressive death game between L and N even after finishing it.
Seems like a fatal failure is accumulated by many small mistakes of which we never notice, and it's triggered by a small mistake for which we regret. It's always stupidly like that...

Friday night

3:08am, the sound of water drop and the smell of damp blow reminded me it's raining outside now. I still could see far away from my windows as lights of city are illuminating the dark sky. What a peaceful night...

I don't know why I like Borat so much since watched his videos few days ago. Perhaps because he's a crazy shit and the world needs some crazy shits otherwise it will be damned boring like me.
Terribly regretful that his movie released on 2th this month but I couldn't get it from anywhere.

Now, I'm not tired at all, but I'm going to sleep...

Borat! Borat!

1:17am, lie on my white bed again. Don't have too much thing to do, surf Internet, look for new albums, download and listen songs.

Found a super video star: Borat! Watching his videos the whole night yesterday --- Yes! It's nice! Why not!
Actually I couldn't stop myself remember and wirting his words down. Here is the best part:

A: so do you miss your family?

Borat: I miss my old wife, particularly she is dead now

A: tell me about her, you married with her?

Borat: She was boring. When I buy her, from her father by 50 bulks, she was nice, she cooked good, she was good at plough, and her vagina worked well. But then after three years, when she was fifteen, her voice became deep, she received much hair on her chest, and her vagina began to look like the sleeve of wizard. But it's no problem, I had a new wife.

A: so what happened to the first?

Borat: she went out one day, she had much hair on the back, she was confused for a bear and shot by a hunter.

A: that's awful...

Borat: I know, I was upset, there was no boby to plough for two weeks.

"glimpse"

2006, Nov 12th, 3:15pm, Just woke up, kept sleeping for 12 hours and I started writing at this moment because feel damn bored again.

Trying to remember what I did yesterday:

Lay on bed and watched movie in the afternoon. A very good one, "Family Man", played by Nicolas Cage. It didn't impress me by its name at first, but it's really good showing a "glimpse" to see how the missed lives are. It's that kind of story I like...
Ate Ajisen ramen alone in the evening then went to office to finish the upgrade of Eurex gateway.
Met Gerard and other guys from TT at Fullerton Hotel's Post Bar later on, just drink.

However, what I'm going to do today......

Star Wars: Knights of The Old Republic

Sort of busy with playing PC games recent days, Star Wars: Knights of The Old Republic.

It's that kind of RPG game I like and surprisingly it's fucking good surpassing my expectation.
It likes watching movie in the whole process. To talk to all kinds of people, to explore the ancient temple left by aliens, to travell among intergalactic planets which have differently beautiful landscapes, to tremble between Jedi's light and dark forces. I have to say this game is incredible interesting, let me forget other things around.

Don't want to write anymore, I need to continue the adventure :)


--- 2:46am

Just came back home, had some crab with Gerard and his mother at Shanghai Song though my stomach feels bad in the whole day because of those dirty but good barbecue foods I had yesterday night, with Lao Mu, De Jia and Chen Xin.

Anyhow, I still don't feel very good and be sleepy now. Maybe it's time to sleep...