Monday, January 29, 2007

That's all

One more weekend has gone, nothing remarkable.

Watched S.H.E. concert with Shaun in yesterday evening. It was still rainning after that but I couldn't find any cab then I had to keep walking until the rain wet all my clothes.
Gerard called me at 2:30am for supper. I went out again.

Today, slept at home the whole day. I'm always fucking good at sleeping problely I have some kind of sick inside.
Had barbecue food with Lao Mu, Pan Zhe, De Jia and played Warcraft3 with them at night.

That's all, all my life.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

I must become tough

3:11am, Saturday morning.
Just arrived home because I had to make a phone call with Susan at Chicago regarding the replacement of eCBOT gateway, then had some square fish at LauPaSat, the only nice food there, alone.

Had a tough conversation with Mike in the evening.
Actually I realized I'm a weak guy a long time ago and I'm always trying to become tough but it's just fucking difficult to go against natural.
Anyhow Mike's a brilliant person to work for.

Bought a new game pad today, can not wait to try it :)

Thursday, January 25, 2007

6:25am, 25th

It's totally weired tonight: I got bed at 4am but couldn't fall asleep till now and had to get up to write blog.
I was keeping thinking and making up many scenes in classroom which could happen but had never happened before. There's no sadness or depression, conversely, they're crazy and funny and make me smiling and really excited.
Nevertheless they're just my well fantasy that will disappear anytime in next minute, after that I'm still a pathetic guy...

Dreams

I dreamed classroom yesterday, again. It's always crowded and boiling, full of mad laughing.
Actually I not think about it at daytime at all, it just bumps out unconsciously.

Also dreamed going back China.
It has become a sort of annoying problem because I didn't go back near 3 years, there're so many relations and friends to see but I'm really lazy and afraid of troublesome routines.
I'm even thinking to fly back sneakly and just hang out with those friends I'm willing to see...

Anyhow, I learned a new word from Dreamfall yesterday: PATHETIC. What else I could say?...

Otherwise, something haunted the whole day, but it released immediately after midnight...

Monday, January 22, 2007

Nothing to say because I stay at home the whole day, play game, eat noodlecup and icecream. Now my mind is quite numb.

Everyone asks me if I would go back China in Chinese new year, I tell everyone I don't know.
Maybe yes, maybe not, no one knows, probably not...

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Tired today, start working at 10am, meet Wilfred, Yewjinn, Shaun, Sherman and Caiqi at Orchard at 2pm, then back to office at 9pm, just arrive home.

It's always happy to see and talk to them, eating, cuting hair, shopping, watching movie, and eating again.
They will graduate from school in two months. I was supposed to be graduated with them before... When looking back, sometimes I still feel I'm a student...

My M6N crashed last week. Guess it's because of the virus got from surfing porn. It's bloody ashamed that even I got virus...

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Best Wishes to Linda

She is the girl I saw first day in school at May 2004 because of her beauty, she was in white T-shirt and short skirt at that day, however we never talked or knew each other, and we won't talk and know each other in future, but I still could remember her because of her blog, which is full of wonder love.

I didn't read her blog for about one year, I found it in my bookmark today...

Nothing to say anymore except "Best Wishes" --- I rarely give anyone wishes, so I strongly believe it's special and efficacious :)

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Crazy Wedding

Seat in office again, alone, listening music, writing blog, working on the configuration of those routers and virtual machines.
Actually no one asks me to come to office at weekend at all, I'm just bored and it's my duty and burden...

Bought a 1G memory for my M6N at Fu Nan just now. It's a bit lag to play some high quality 3D games now, however, it's always beautiful since I got it 2 years ago :)

Attended a wedding with Huang, Wen Juan, Qian, Lao Mu, Pan Ze, De Jia, Tongtong yesterday, ate and played Warcraft III with them till 4am.
It's really nice to see all of them together, they're the only friends from China I have now.
The grand wedding is not bad, at least better than what I thought. However the mad point is, I've no idea who the couple are and I'm not invited at all... I just go with them for fun and food...

"how is the wedding?"
"food is good"
"When're you going to marry?"
"No idea, I think I should find a gf first"
"......"

Saturday, January 06, 2007

3:45am, just arrived home with a cup of icecream. I started working around 3pm today and left office at 3am. It's my crazy job, I could do whatever I like during it but I must be present whenever I'm needed.

Had a glass of drink outside with Mike and Gerard after midnight, just one glass made me feel sleepy...

Anyhow, I'm going to have a long long sleep tonight, feel sort of sad now...

Friday, January 05, 2007

Only sleep 4 hours everyday in last 5 days, hanging out with friends for the damned new year and playing game day and night.

"The Legend of Heroes VI", it's a fucking brilliant RPG game made by Japanese. I realised it's not about fun and interest anymore, it's about passion and dream :)

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Saw my cousin online today and she asked me to write an English composition for her teacher, the title is "A Special Job".
I was feeling really troublesome... After thinking for a while only found three jobs which were supposed to be special in my mind: Spy, Killer, Prostitute...
And here is the composition I wrote for my cousin. She feels happy with it...

My job is simple and special: hide, shoot and disappear, because I’m a killer, a quite good killer in the world.

Actually I’m a meciful person who don’t kill any animal even a fly normally except for a specific reason like money. Money always causes me to become bloody and brutal. Money also causes other people to become like me, but they just don’t dare to kill.


I have no enemy since few people know my existence, and the people who know my existence and try to be my enemy have been sleeping underground.

That's about my job, KILLER, simple and special.