Saturday, April 21, 2007

3 Years already

I have to make a mark for today: the same day 3 years ago, I arrived Singapore. Everything around me has changed during last 3 years, but I'm still the same, stupid, stubborn, and more snobbish. And I do feel satisfied with current living by laughing at myself or everything :)

Interestingly I had a bizarre dream after having some drinks with Berney, Nigel and Jeffrey at Orchard Tower yesterday: when I wake up from some dreams, I find I'm sleeping at the old house where I lived in 10 years ago, and I lost most of the memory, I keep thinking painfully why and how I'm here until wake up again. The dream of the dream is just as real as everything.

I guess the only comment I want to say right now for last 3 years is --- there are always some beautiful or interesting sparks shining in life that mostly depend on if we could see, ignite or catch them. If we could, we should hold them as treasures. If we couldn't, the only thing can do is smiling and keep them in memory, never forget.

Friday, April 06, 2007

It's done

Gerard called me at 4am to eat at Geylang just now like yesterday I went to 7-11 at 5am to buy bread.

Walked through the nature reserve park by 5 hours last weekend, quit nice. Play Warcraft when bored. Reading a fucking book called "Trading STIR Futures".

Actually I'm feeling absolutely bad the whole night, psychologically, no reason just like every time before.
Sort of start hating blogging now, I won't write anymore in a quite while for whatever reasons.
I'm done.