Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Storm is coming

After the talk with Gerard regarding his leaving in the afternoon, I really have no idea what's going to happen in next few months and how it will influence me, the only thing I could see is, storm is coming, for both demolishment and regeneration.

I tell Gerard I have no hard feeling about it even I'm right inside the storm and actually I'm willing to see the upheaval.

Honestly I don't have any plan or prospect right now because nothing except myself is in my control, I just feel sort of excited to see something interesting happen in my life even it comes with pains which won't be more severe than the ones I went through before.

I didn't choose anything, destiny chose me.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

I couldn't recall what I have done in last whole week except watching Entourage every night, and I have nothing to say about it except fucking good.

With regards to my work, it's supposed to be going on well, no one gives me presure and no thing pricks my ass, but I just really feel uncomfortable to do things without presures and adventures day by day, it's killing.

Still can't sleep before 6am and wake up before 2pm. It's considered to be decent to watch sunrise before going bed everyday...

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Happiness is simple and short

Don't need to think anything, don't need to worry about tomorrow, I'm feeling quite good now since nothing makes me feel bad, lying on bed, writing blog, listening Michael Buble's CD by my dear NE20 and UM2, fucking nice vocality, fucking happy night! Even I know it will vanish pretty soon...

Monday, June 11, 2007

Sunday

Sunday again, slept 12 hours and stayed at home the whole day for the potential possibility of study...

Read a book named "Treasure Bond Basis". I actually have no idea what a fuck it talks about even in the first chapter, but I still keep reading and devoutly praying for god's enlightenment.

Listen Michael Buble new CD which's just bought yesterday.
I strongly believe my voice was as gorgeous as him in my previous life and this's why my singing is unfortunately in an opposite way this life for some equilibrium reason...

Try to play "Legend of Heros 6" one more time, but can't get into it anymore...

Today I had nothing except litchi, eat litchi almost everyday recently. Its wonderful taste always makes me mad and cheerful.

Anyhow it's a fucking boring day to stay home, my unknown future girlfriend will be cryingly sad if she knows that !_!