It's my meditation day, stayed at home for the whole day, read, slept, read, slept, read, slept......
Finally after midnight I was starving and called Lao Mu to go eat Crab and Lobster at No Signboard Seafood, which reminded me the hard life I had when working there as a part-time waiter two years ago while I was still in school.
"Everyone gets their moment", I believe that. However no one could see or imagine what bloody terrible moments I suffered before. I will remember that period forever and never mention to anyone. Just keep up and smile!
Monday, July 30, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
After failed the last exam of CCSP on Wednesday, I started trading German bonds and Euribor again.
Seriously trading is a bloody tough but interesting thing torturing me. I strongly felt that I was fighting with no one but myself, and all my fear, anxiety, pride, indiscipline and greed.
And my sight got worse and worse recently because stared at those screens more than 10 hours everyday...
Seriously trading is a bloody tough but interesting thing torturing me. I strongly felt that I was fighting with no one but myself, and all my fear, anxiety, pride, indiscipline and greed.
And my sight got worse and worse recently because stared at those screens more than 10 hours everyday...
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
It's just Monday and after finishing work at midnight Gerard took Nigel, Pojak and me to a club filled with prostitutes from Thailand.
As usual, I felt drunk very soon after some cups of drinks and went home earlier.
Truth be told, some girls there are fucking hot and I never doubt I will start engaging with them one day in future but not now because seems there are still much shame and fear inside me...
As usual, I felt drunk very soon after some cups of drinks and went home earlier.
Truth be told, some girls there are fucking hot and I never doubt I will start engaging with them one day in future but not now because seems there are still much shame and fear inside me...
Monday, July 23, 2007
Sunday, July 15, 2007
About last week
Tuesday, company's anniversary party at Scarlet Hotel.
Surprisingly I saw Farhan doing part-time job there and we ate and drank together which billed on company:) I do fucking miss time we had in school!
Yewjinn, Sherman and Shaun came to my office on Wednesday. We had Sushi for dinner and watched the new Harry Potter movie in Thursday morning. I really like VIVO City.
Friday is CQG party at Kazbar, nothing interesting except the food...
Slept at home for 12 hours on Saturday, bought some new CDs and contact lenses at Parkway, then played Warcraft at Lao Mu's house for the whole evening, just returned home.
I know it's a messed up week. I have decided no matter what happen tomorrow, I will to stay home to read and study the fucking CCSP --- 3 exams are coming next week as I passed 2 of 5 last week.
Surprisingly I saw Farhan doing part-time job there and we ate and drank together which billed on company:) I do fucking miss time we had in school!
Yewjinn, Sherman and Shaun came to my office on Wednesday. We had Sushi for dinner and watched the new Harry Potter movie in Thursday morning. I really like VIVO City.
Friday is CQG party at Kazbar, nothing interesting except the food...
Slept at home for 12 hours on Saturday, bought some new CDs and contact lenses at Parkway, then played Warcraft at Lao Mu's house for the whole evening, just returned home.
I know it's a messed up week. I have decided no matter what happen tomorrow, I will to stay home to read and study the fucking CCSP --- 3 exams are coming next week as I passed 2 of 5 last week.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Regarding Yuyu
Yuyu was my classmate in primary school many many years ago. Now she's in US&A but we still contact on MSN once in a while.
I have to say that both my best buddy and I felt like her at that time but it's just a phase of my retarded infancy passed by very soon.
I also have to say that she was one of the prettiest girls at that time but seems the situation turned around during last decade by some unartificial and biologic reasons ruled by damn God who has the awful power of creation and recreation.
Surely she was fucking pissed when I talked to her about her current outer appearance yesterday even I was trying to be decent and civilized.
Otherwise I have to apologize that I always have the bad habit to enjoy irritating my friends by my honest words and faithful heart...... !_!
Anyhow people deserve truths and I don't give phony compliments :)
I have to say that both my best buddy and I felt like her at that time but it's just a phase of my retarded infancy passed by very soon.
I also have to say that she was one of the prettiest girls at that time but seems the situation turned around during last decade by some unartificial and biologic reasons ruled by damn God who has the awful power of creation and recreation.
Surely she was fucking pissed when I talked to her about her current outer appearance yesterday even I was trying to be decent and civilized.
Otherwise I have to apologize that I always have the bad habit to enjoy irritating my friends by my honest words and faithful heart...... !_!
Anyhow people deserve truths and I don't give phony compliments :)
Friday, July 06, 2007
After work, drank and ate with those guys at some bars almost everyday this week, but I can never take more than two cups of alcohol...
Watched Transformers two times last weekend, one with Lao Mu and Pan Zhe, another one with Shaun, Sherman, Yewjinn and Wilfred.
I don't think the new movie is so great. The original cartoon made 10 years ago is still the best!
Betting soccer with Shaun recently. I actually have no idea about any of these matchs, but it's enough that Shaun knows.
I just feel when playing games with the people I feel happy with, win or loss is not so important anymore, like I'm still happy even we lost near 800 bucks this week...
I've started looking for a new house, as in Singapore I never stayed at a same place for more than one year, as there has one kind of lives called straying.
Watched Transformers two times last weekend, one with Lao Mu and Pan Zhe, another one with Shaun, Sherman, Yewjinn and Wilfred.
I don't think the new movie is so great. The original cartoon made 10 years ago is still the best!
Betting soccer with Shaun recently. I actually have no idea about any of these matchs, but it's enough that Shaun knows.
I just feel when playing games with the people I feel happy with, win or loss is not so important anymore, like I'm still happy even we lost near 800 bucks this week...
I've started looking for a new house, as in Singapore I never stayed at a same place for more than one year, as there has one kind of lives called straying.
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