昨天夜半趴在床上看了一遍张朝阳在鲁豫有约的视频,今天夜半趴在床上又看一遍。
突然发现我们所看到的伟人,他们现在拥有的波澜壮阔海阔天空不过是经过长期痛苦挣扎奋斗的结果,而人们往往都只羡慕和追求这个结果,却忽略了其中常人不能忍受的漫长而艰辛的过程。
我一直认为自己现在的自由是建立在过去的莫大的痛苦之上,但比起那些真正值得崇拜的人,差远了。
Sunday, April 20, 2008
又看了一遍王家卫的《东邪西毒》,还是那么感动,尽管现在几乎已经没有什么事情能让我感动了。。。
- 任何人都可以变得狠毒,只要你尝试过什么叫做忌妒。
- 如果有一天我忍不住问起,你一定要骗我,就算你的心有多么不愿意,也不要告诉我,你最喜欢的人不是我。
- 每个人都要经过这个阶段,看见一座山,就想知道山的后面是什么。我想告诉他,可能翻过山后面,你会发觉没什么特别,回头看,会觉得这边更好。
- 虽然我很喜欢她,但是我不想让她知道,因为我明白得不到的东西永远是最好的 。
- 为什么要到失去的时候才争取?既然是这样,我不会让他得到。
- 我一直以为是我自己赢了,直到有一天看着镜子,才知道自己输了,在我最美好的时候,我最喜欢的人都不在我身边。
- 我知道,要想不被人拒绝,最好的方法是先拒绝别人。
- 当你不能够再拥有,你唯一可以做的,就是令自己不要忘记。
Thursday, April 10, 2008
I can not fall asleep tonight again since there has some fascinating ideas and images haunting in my mind, again.
All the past madness, which made me excited, fell away my expectation 9.5 out of 10 times, but I still feel very much like to explore the opportunities to turn the new ones into reality.
After many years' misery, one principle most important I stand to: Act immediately after thinking carefully, not to regret for anything in future!
Otherwise, I moved out of Costa Rhu condo last week as the rental became too high for me to pay, however I have to say it's a fucking nice place to stay. This was the view of my window:
All the past madness, which made me excited, fell away my expectation 9.5 out of 10 times, but I still feel very much like to explore the opportunities to turn the new ones into reality.
After many years' misery, one principle most important I stand to: Act immediately after thinking carefully, not to regret for anything in future!
Otherwise, I moved out of Costa Rhu condo last week as the rental became too high for me to pay, however I have to say it's a fucking nice place to stay. This was the view of my window:
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