Sunday, April 30, 2006

Who Am I ?

There are many weird dreams and affecting songs every night recently, driving me mad.
I dreamed my aged bear doll yesterday, the only doll I had in the whole childhood. I always put it beside my pillow many year ago. He was watching me every night. It's unintelligible I saw him last night, and all of suddenly, I missed him so much, nearly cry.

Rain is frequently this month. It's always sunny in the morning and the whole sky turns gloomy quickly in the afternoon, then the heavy rain comes down. I like this kind of weather a lot, you can see different views and breathe different airs just in one day. It's much more interesting than shining or raining all the time.

Saw her photos on friendster yesterday. Historically beautiful. This is the most intense praise I could find in my poor English glossary. At the same time, I am keen to sing my personality - it's fucking good out of earth.

Originally, I am bloody tired, bought some bread, milk and didn't want to go anywhere today, but RJ called me just now. The whole plan changed...
I haven't seen her near half a year. Actually I feel quite free and comfortable to talk to her because we are friends from senior high school.

The words told by Gerard make me seriously think a lot...... "you are the IT manager now, just do it, no need asking me"

Monday, April 17, 2006

Fragmentized memory

It's unexplainable that I suddenly lost all the passion to write blog two months ago though I'm always keen to remember all the things happened to me. My memory in last two months are totally cracked.

Yesterday -
Woke up at 11am, swimming.
Worked in office from 1pm to 7pm. No one is there and no one asked me to do this. It's just my duty. I have to keep working and studying.
Went to Orchard after that, bought a jeans in Guess. It's cost near 300 bucks. But I don't think I am spoiling money, I just want to get the thing I really want no matter how much it is.
Qian asked me to go Zouk at night. I didn't. I felt fucking tired because of the work and the birthday party on Friday.

Last Friday is Cheng Xin's birthday and I'm always a terrible joker though I never tell any joke - I hate all the traditional and genty jokes! Otherwise, I think my horrible singing in Kbox afflicted them the whole night...

Today -
I would have planned to go GETC, but eventually went to Marina Square with Yewjinn, Sherman and wilfired, because all of us are bored.
We spent the whole day there - waking, eating, drinking, waking, eating, drinking...
The pictures are when we were eating streamboat at Bugis a few days ago.

Listened music for three hours just now. I just couldn't stop once put the CM7 on.
Well, the time is 1:54am at this moment. Sleepy... but there are still some things I haven't done...

Monday, April 03, 2006

I'm from Shaolin

There are always some weird things happen when I wear a low-class white T-shirt and black jeans - the typical dress I like.
Actually I hadn't worn them for a long time, but I put on them today. Then, the weird thing happened.
I saw a girl who I hadn't seen for several years when I met Jiang Wei at bugis. Unfortunately, she doesn't know me, and I also don't know her. It indeed made me feel a bit upset for quite a while.

Everything happened to me recently is sort of weird and unintelligible.

I thought I would look like funny if I shaved all the hair, then I did it today, and it's indeed funny right now. I even coundn't stop laughing at myself when I came out from the haircut hourse.
The food court nuncle looked at me for quit a while, asked "why you cut you hair so short...".
It's strange that every people suddenly would like to ask me the same question. They're really oddfishes.
Trurh be told, I felt sort of sad and want to say sorry to all my hairs. They had been accompanying me long long time but I abandoned them eventually.

As far as now, the good thing is, I haven't felt any uncomfortable with my bald and shining head except a bit cold.
Anyhow, I don't so care how ugly my face is .