Sunday, April 30, 2006

Who Am I ?

There are many weird dreams and affecting songs every night recently, driving me mad.
I dreamed my aged bear doll yesterday, the only doll I had in the whole childhood. I always put it beside my pillow many year ago. He was watching me every night. It's unintelligible I saw him last night, and all of suddenly, I missed him so much, nearly cry.

Rain is frequently this month. It's always sunny in the morning and the whole sky turns gloomy quickly in the afternoon, then the heavy rain comes down. I like this kind of weather a lot, you can see different views and breathe different airs just in one day. It's much more interesting than shining or raining all the time.

Saw her photos on friendster yesterday. Historically beautiful. This is the most intense praise I could find in my poor English glossary. At the same time, I am keen to sing my personality - it's fucking good out of earth.

Originally, I am bloody tired, bought some bread, milk and didn't want to go anywhere today, but RJ called me just now. The whole plan changed...
I haven't seen her near half a year. Actually I feel quite free and comfortable to talk to her because we are friends from senior high school.

The words told by Gerard make me seriously think a lot...... "you are the IT manager now, just do it, no need asking me"