3:33am right now, nice time to write blog.
From Foochye found my old blog and exposed it to Gerard and Naresh last time, I have stopped it for about one month.
I was indeed irrtated at that time, but it's ok now and don't want to abuse he is a fucker any more because it's really not easy for us in recent weeks.
Bored now and cannot fall asleep. This is why I am writing at this place this time.
First time gave friends some testimonials just now, but don't think all of them cannot be proved.
My blogging started from the November last year, one year already, such long, such short.
As I repeat writing these things happening around me again and again, it seems like they happen again and again without renewal. Life is a circle.
I have felt somewhat tired of it now and don't know what to write down anymore.
Didn't go to school for a long time, work everyday more than 12 hours, the living is fucked up.
Refco has been purchased by MAN and the whole company collapsed quickly. Everyone looks like sad and depressive, but not me. I don't tell anybody actually I am not afraid of such ruin - Collapse destroys all the things, at the same time, new stage rises for new people, full of fatal dangers.
RP amazing race will launch again tomorrow, unfortunately, no me anymore. Still remember Yewjinn, Wilfred and I were the pitiful loser last year.
Anyhow, don't want Gerard read my blog in future though he is an excellent boss. Don't like being monitored potentially everyday and there should be no thing to be the care of my blogging.
I don't mind people reading my blog, except fuckers and the kind persons who stay with me everyday.
