No one can imagine how bad situation it becomes today, for Gerard, for Naresh, for Li Peng, for Foochye and for me.
MAN is going to shutdown our global electronic trading center in SGX on next Monday and it means perhaps I could not stay in Singapore anymore.
Jeremy from UOB comes to our trading center today.
It's impressive that he sent me an email privately when we just fell into trouble three weeks ago, asking me to work for him. I was really delighted at that time and searched how to write the rejecton letter online for quite a while and replyed him politely.
Don't like UOB and it cannot solve the fucking problem I have now at all.
However, it seems like I am still calm now. It couldn't bother me too much though it's going to kill me, hehe.
Kept watching the EUR dollar and German bond market in the whole evening and actually made 10K dollars by 100K fund. Unfortunately, it's just a training account......
Go home early today becacuse there is only one trader tonight, an old man with robust energy like superman.
Anyhow, the feeling I have now is strange, despairing and liberative.
