That dream was really long yesterday.
I dreamed I was jailed in a prison for four years with some old friends.
The weird thing is, the dream was such substantial and it was really as long as four years. While I woke up, I practically felt I had slept several years. However, it was only 9:55am and all.
All these things in dream are illusive, but the feeling is as real as anything.
I think the reason I had that strange dream is because I play online game too much recently and there are always many redicious imaginations in my mind.
When I have nothing to do like being in the train, some conceited and black humor illusions will rise. They delight me and let me feel painful.
It's bored as hell in the new year holiday. It seems like I am a pathetic person abandoned by the convivial world.
All of a sudden, I feel like to go back China. I imagine there should be many funny things to do with those crazy buddies in China.
I have decided to go back at the end this month if work is still as idle as recent days.
Those friends staying in the same house with me right now are friendly and kindly, but I don't feel like going out with them and I don't think we will be close friends.
The only reason is, I could hardly get any impressive passion from them. It really depresses me sometimes.
