I feel bad, now and the past a few days, even cannot breathe. One reason is I am a boring guy and the living is also boring. Another reason is I feel sort of stressful.
There are many things I should read and research for efficiently managing the trading networks and our new intranet. The problem is, I even didn't have any mood to do those things but I was forced and I had to. It makes me painful.
Anyhow, it's not the first time and won't be the last time. I have been used to it.
One of the reasons by which I like working for Gerard is, he never forget or trick what he says. If he says he wants to be the best, then he will. I would like to be an important chessman taking charge IT.
Got my big check from Judy and bought her a cafe in this morning. Seated in GETC in the whole afternoon.
I am feeling fucking sleepy at this moment. I am going to have a short sleep now.
