New Toy

I don't have any specific emotion to write blog in past one or two months. But it doesn't mean there is nothing happened. Dramatically, it's supposed to be one the most imporant period in my life for the last and the coming month.
No one see it, no one can understand it, and I's not going to tell the whole story to any one. I don't want my friends thinking I bullshit or anything, I also don't want they feeling I am different from them.

Got a wonderful new laptop on the suntec city's IT show a few days ago - Thinkpad X60.
Truth be told, I did feel sort of fear when I was making the big payment. I always have some terrible goddamn fears. Anyhow, it disappeared in ten minutes and I really love my new toy like I love every component belong to me.

It's hard to substantially appraise the messed living I have now...... The only thing I can say is, I was lucky, I found what I loved to do when I was 23.