I always dislike and look down upon those people who are hesitating and irresolute to make decision. Nevertheless, I am just that kind of person and seems like it becomes more and more serious.
This is the reason I do hate myself.
Planed to buy a new handphone a long time ago, but have not bought until now. I have already been hesitant for several months!
Some people halting just because of the fear and cares, but they are not the reason for me.
Money is already not the main consideration. The problem is there isn't a perfect one I like extremely.
I think I am a completist pursuing perfect things in the world, unfortunately, the world is always fragmentary and unideal driving me into distress. And this is the fucking inherent character which is the hardest thing for me to change.
Anyhow, I will go to solve this tomorrow.
